lucky~~~thanks god

lucky my house still ok...
lucky my family ok...
all the things also is fine...
now i still remember that day all the things...
on that time i wish god don't lost my house.....
i pray....
tat feel really not good...
im so scared almost want to cry....
but i tell myself don't so scared...everthing will be ok...
when that time i also want to tell you what happen...
but...when i run up my house...i forget to take my handphone..
so i cant call you...
but after that everthing is fine...
then i also take back my handphone can sms you...
i dinn't tell you what happen to me...
i only tell you im so scared...
but you also dinn't reply my message....
nvm....now pass already....
when im so scared...or others..
i also will thinking of you...
like this time....i also got thinking you....
i really hope on that time you beside on me....
but i know is impossible....
thanks god~~~thanks everthings~~~
i wish no next time ...and also my family will healthy...
and you too.....
thanks a lot.....

6.9 2009....

This day im so happy....
because i can meet him already....
im working at xxx...when i off already..
i try to message him...
ask him want dinner with me are not?

after send that message i wait him reply...
but...i think he will no reply me want...
so, i walk to ktm station to take ktm go back...



when i walking....suddenly,he call me...
Is he call me...
so long times already..he din't call me..
then i so happy received that call...
he ask me want eat are not..we eat together..
then i say sure!!!

then he say wait him at xxx....
then i wait him at there....
on that time i feel so happy and so scared also...
scared don't know want to talk what with him...
im so long times din't see him already...


i Saw him already...hehe
but he din't face on me...
i want to see his's eyes also cannot..haiz..
then he fetch me go xxx eat dinner...

when i sit inside his car...i feel so happy..
i thought i no chance to sit in his car...
when i sitting i memories back before...when we together~~
my heart also feel pain~~

but...at least can meet him already,then i feel so happy...
hope next time i work at xxx...
he also can fetch me...
i only wan see him only...


"when i meet you...im feel so happy...i hope we also still can continue like that...can hang out together..thanks~~"

actually i want to tell you~~

"im so miss you~~i always dreaming of you~~"

想念～～～

时间过得真快。。。
不知不觉又到就九月了。。。
一个学期就这样的过去了。。。
不懂我的考试成绩如何呢？可不可以及格咧。。
希望如我所愿吧。。。

放假两个星期。。。觉得很无聊。。
一直想要去找工作做。。。
我最想做的工作时就是可以和他靠近一点的地方。。。
最好就是XXX的地方。。
让我可以有机会看见他。。。也有机会他可以和我聊天。。
那我就觉得很满足了。。。起码我知道他是开心的。。健康的。。

有时候真的很想知道他现在在做着什么？
他是不是很闷。。。需要有人陪他聊天？？
我真的很希望他会找我陪他聊天。。。
其实你是很想要的。。不过你只是过不到你自己那关罢了。。
不要在我面前装了。。你明明就是想要有人陪你。。
真的很想拿起电话信息给你。。。可是有怕你会不回复我。。
又想打电话给你。。。可是又怕你会盖我电话。。。

其实有一首歌很适合我。。。
我真的很想唱给你听。。不过你应该听不明白。。因为你也是不会话语嘛。。
不过我真的很想唱出我的心声。。。。
想给你知道我要对你说的话。。。
如果你看到我写的东西。。
希望你会去听这首歌。。。 “心动” 林晓培

"if you see what im writing...can you try to find this song and hear??
this song is i want to sing for you...but maybe i don't have this chance..
but.. i hope you can find this song and hear it...thanks.."