i thinking~~~

don't know why today feel not feeling well...
keep on sleep....
i wake up..wht i also don't have think...
but when i sleeping..i got dreaming of him...

im not sure what i doing in the dream with him..
i only remember he beside onme...accompany me..

when i wake up...
that feel still at here...
my heart feel so sweet...

but this is dream...
i must wake up....

i feel not feeling before...i will tell you im not feeling well...
then youmust call me or message me...
ask me what happen to me...

now..
i just looking my hp...
cant do anything....
cant tell you..cant call you..cant message you...

i just looking my hp....
looking until i fall asleep...

i very hope one day when i looking myhp...
Is YOU.....call me or messaege me...

"how are you?....
you happy are not?
you got thinking of me?
you angry me?
you still ok are not?
feel so tired?"

this all i also cant ask him..
WHY?WHY?
Why will become like this??

i hate myself...
i regret....
you say why i cant do everything for you..
just only you do everything for me..change for me..

you know??
i got do everthing for you..also got change for you..
is you don't know all this...

please don't want ignore me...ok?
be friend to me..ok?

i pray again...i pray...
everyday i also pray....