times??can turn back??

today still same work at klcc...
take two tren to go there.....
when i walking to go there work...
i will thinking back before...
when i start working i will message him...and say after finish work will go there and meet him...
he also will say becareful...and gambateh wan..

NoW!!!
one message also don't have...

yesterday night when i want to sleep on that time..
suddenly...i got hope....i hope tomorrow when i wake up..
open my eyes....is turn back to 2008.12.11....

because is on that day we seprate wan.....
if turn back on that day i will say sorry to you...
and also wiil call back you....

don't want you go away from me....
now is too late....but if got a chance i wish...
i really want turn back to that day...

then i think we will happy together...
and until now maybe we still together....

but all also is i dreaming only...
when today i open my eyes...all aslo is continue...
still want to go work...still want to miss him...

i just think only...where cant turn back wan...
i know is cant wan...
is i think too much...haiz..

i will miss you...but i will not disturd you...
you always on my heart...but i will happy...

this is i promise myself wan..
if i really get stress i only cry....

but if i really miss you..can i cry??

now i still thinking when i only give back you the things...
maybe next week...i will call you...
but i don't know you will received my call are not...
i will try to give back you...

continue tomorrow~~~