to you~~~

Until now.....i still haven't back the thiongs to him..
Why???
i still want to waiting what??
all also cant get back already....times is go on....
cant turn back any where....

All also is impossible.....

i know is impossible....
but why i still want to waiting...??

i waiting for what??

this few i working~~working~~
until my brain don't think about him,
but when i one person...i will thinking of him...

but i not sad...i dinn't cry...
i only thinking what he doing...

and thinking back our memories only...

then i feel so happy.....
my mood will be ok....^^

one things is make me so scared is.....
i scared you will forget me and......u got other...
this thing is make me so scared want.......
"God!wish me and wish him will everyday happy, and one day he will know me...will be friend with me...will forgive me...
before you do all the bad thing to me...i also will forgive you...
why you cant forgive me??
if you don' t give people a chance...how you can let people give you a chance......

you don't know how i sadness....
please~~~forgive me~~~
thats all only...then enough....^^thanks god~~"